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Preface

Pauline’s book is for those who want to truly explore and experience the potential of living alive, starting at any level with any skill and with sincere openness. Besides the book, as simple as it sounds, the only resource you will need is your own energy.
Energy is omnipresent and the concept of energy is applicable in numerous contexts. Spirituality means we can be anything between lifeless to living alive. Discriminating your own energy from others, being conscious of all kinds of surrounding influences, you will see that life has its ways of presenting the lessons you will need to learn.
The learning process is even more important than results. Like a vicious circle, the lesson repeats itself until you learn and internalize the skills needed.
Pauline shows how to embrace, to face, to accept and to co-create life in all aspects. A life without fear and in freedom, unrestrained by self imposed expectations, your partner, your family, religion, society and other artificial constraints originating from the socialization process.
Revealing a deep knowledge, insight and ability to use the context of quantum physics, psychology and spiritual daily life in a tangible way, this book can be a guide in what ultimately is your own process.
From my individual experience I can share that the impact of this book can be quite overwhelming and at times the journey begins without notice.
The joy of living alive really makes it all worthwhile.
Dear Pauline, thank you. Peter Batink
 

Lost Skills

Humans have lost this ability to connect with the present energy. Every person under the influence of the oppression of fellow human beings becomes a machine that only perceives what another dictates. Thus, humans perceive only that which is widely adopted as true. One example is the fact that the earth is round, which is perfectly visible from space. The Greek philosophers such as Pythagoras, Plato and Aristoteles were the first to suggest that the earth was round. The Greek Eratosthenes calculated the circumference of earth some 240 years B.C. The Indian astronomer and mathematician Aryabhatta (476-550 A.D.) described the sphericity of the earth and the motion of the planets. Only after the explorer Columbus (1451-1506) discovered that you do not fall off the earth at the horizon it began to be commonplace that the earth is round. It takes long before humans are willing to look behind appearances and experience reality.

Animals are not troubled with the concept of religion. Thus, many animals are still able to adequately deal with energy. Only animals that are influenced by humans lose their natural ability to communicate with the energy. Recently men discovered why some birds such as corvines feel at home in stony environments and why gulls and terns feel at home in residential areas with flat roofs covered with gravel. The Greenfinch, thrush, blackbird, sparrow, robin, wren and blackbird are examples of birds, which in past times frequently used to live in gardens. With the current petrification of gardens and nature, these birds are much rarer. Birds focus on the energy emitted. They focus on the energy lines that run around earth. Birds are like many other animals susceptible to radiation of this energy. They feel that they should go when danger appears and notice where they can survive best. They feel the energy humans emit and know which humans to them are threats and which are not. They respect the boundaries of others and only kill when they need to survive.

Humans are unaware of their neighborhood. Humans react only to economic advantage or to outer appearances that life or work brings forth. Many people are not concerned whether their houses are built naturally with round forms or have artificial forms such as corners.
The concept of feng-shui that exists for over 3000 years and describes the relation between man and their living and working environment is for many an unfamiliar way of dealing with energy. Feng-shui aims to bring harmony between natural forms and forms created by man. The more natural energy there is the more vitality or chi can flow.

The natural way of working would mean that you deliver a product and receive something in return in equality. The artificial way of working means, you deliver a product and benefit of the other making it for a pittance pay. Whole-known examples of these arise at the credit crisis. The current keeping up appearances exists of pointing to hard-working individuals who have a job in which they work for many hours and therefore are paid in equality. The others receive exceeding salaries for only one job of nearly 40 hours. It may also be people with much additional income or bonuses. By shining the light on the first group, the latter escape the attention of the public. They wrap themselves in darkness and rake in exceedingly more money than the ones they exhibit. They also deny others the right to work as they have often multiple jobs or commissionerships. Furthermore, they deprive a person of employment by demanding absurd and unnecessary requirements.

You should live on earth in a dimension of balance. You have to pass several cycles in order to balance completely. There are short cycles that last an hour, as well as larger cycles that last from one year to more than a several centuries. At the end of each cycle, it is possible to identify the cycle and to rebalance. It is the time where you are able to step out of a cycle. If you have not gained enough awareness, you have to remain in that cycle. The cycle repeats itself and continues as long as you need the learning experience. Many people continue to hang in a vicious circle for centuries. See the example of the concept of the round earth. Now humanity has once more arrived at the end of a thousand years long cycle (ca. 26,000 years). It is therefore of great importance to restore the balance.

Keeping up Appearances

Those who have not yet learned to work with energy cannot make this distinction between on one hand the cosmic light, which can be described as dirty light, the seemingly light and on the other hand the golden white light. The golden white light is our purpose in live and is a beautiful symphony of colors.

The Micro and Macro Cosmos

During the years we learned about molecules, then atoms and then about further subdivisions. These smallest known parts are called the micro cosmos. In other words, it is the regulated world in detail. Even you are constructed out of atoms. According to this you might say: “A human is a macro cosmos”. You are a regulated world in large. However, you are part of an even larger totality that is called “macro cosmos”. Therefore, even a human is a micro cosmos. In this way, we can continue endlessly. Where it stops is yet unknown.
The more you learn about the micro cosmos, the more aware you become of the macro cosmos. To put it differently: the more you know, the more you realize that you hardly know a thing. This we call humbleness. You bow for the awareness of nature. Nature can be seen as the composed energy field (Unified Field Theory) of all single field energies altogether. As long as we cannot see one field nor all composed fields, we have no deep inner aware of ourselves (micro cosmos) and thus we cannot perceive the world or nature (macro cosmos) as it is.

The energy can be imagined through the following metaphor of marbles. As you know marbles should role, should move. It is not that hard to let them role. Your own energy can also be imagined as a marble. You are an entity that by even the slightest change, move and role. The people around you do the same. Everything is moving. The material world around you is continuously moving, as you have learned in school with physics.
Microphysics is a description of the inner experiences from this image. Microphysics shows how a picture is constructed.

A practical example is “Feng Shui”. The theory of Feng Shui is an old window of experience coming down to us for more than 3,000 years already. This theory explains in detail the importance of a matter on a certain location in your house, garden or even at your work environment. The theory of Feng Shui explains the value of certain fabrics and colors. These fabrics and colors not only influence the mind, but also the social-emotional well being of humans, plants and animals. The influence on one influences all others as all is interconnected. All these links are called the interconnectedness of the universe. All these links influences all living things on the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual level.
When you stop the movement of energy, you stop the process. This process is therefore declining. According to spiritual thinking, energy and progress are an inescapable development. This development is called the evolution. Whether you try to stop evolution or slow it down, eventually you have to give in.

Evolution is a development, which means to link each time to a higher energy level. Evolution means becoming a lighter and brighter light. This also means more speed. A raised speed develops warmth and thus it becomes eventually liquid. The final phase as we now know of, is that we all need to take part in another higher energy level.

∞ Einstein calculated that if an atom emits a photon and this photon meets another atom, that other atom emits a photon as well. If these photons come together, they continue the same direction. If they meet other atoms, the same process continues and thus makes an increasingly powerful beam.

No longer there exists a dull, pointless or empty life. Your life becomes intense and full of flow. Your life experiences become stretched out beyond imagination. With every step you take on your own, you lose ballast as you let go of what does not belong to you. With every step you learn to trust on your judgment and capabilities. You use this trust as a guideline in facing life. This trust leads - in turn - to feelings of freedom and independence.

The more you learn about who you are, the more you are able to let go of some things that you do no longer need and replace it with your own energy and handle other things with care. You survey the whole of life from Big Bang or even before that moment, to wherever there might be an end. You see through all the stages of development or parts of your being. This higher awareness level allows adapting more easily to new circumstances as there is less that obstructs you. You see other perspectives than before, which enable you to reprogram, to fit with the new situation. Finally you focus to the essence and get the job done. In other words, you know continuously how to interchange the macros cosmos into the micro cosmos and vice versa.

Experiences are logical correlated. For example: you learn the alphabet. Afterwards you learn how to make words and thereafter you learn a language to express yourself. When you learn a lot about a language, more detailed and nuanced, you are able to express yourself better. You even learn other languages and express yourself to more people. Knowing to use more words and languages is a way of connecting and making alliances between you and others.
When you understand this process of becoming consciously aware, you start to co-create the present and future. You even become aware of other energies. You become aware how to maintain these energies or use them and you get better insight in what happens.

Freedom

Life is far too short for you to be bossed around by what other people or religion tells you to do with your life. The person who tells you what to do is often the winning player in the game of the Super Ego and the person who believes in him is the losing party. The Super Ego plays the critical and moralizing role in life. Often these people with a Super Ego keep you, unconsciously, from moving ahead towards the ultimate aim of living alive. Living alive means you have to experience what once was and to add new energy to it. Living does not make you a unique individual when you just copy that which is lived before you.

When you just copy life of your predecessors it means that you are a prisoner of a system. You are a puppet on a string when you rehearse what your grandparents, parents, teachers and society expect you to do. Now you live according to a pattern that equals a spider web. This spider web leads you to losing sight on the principle that life is. Life is about freedom of choice and the reality about love that you can become aware of when you look deep inside yourself. With the outer appearance you do not know any better as nobody taught you reality and thus you live like an imprisoned person. Therefore it is impossible to reach your inner motives being in a physical body. Your original motive that you made just before you entered this life is not simply following someone else but living according your own path. You have to discover what your original motive for this lifetime is and live accordingly. Freedom is to be able to reach a competence that has always been present. Another name for it is the root-competence.

Freedom means to achieve an intact individual totality, expressed in a lemniscate. The lemniscate represents the completed stages in this dimension. Your lemniscate forms a part of the intact universal totality. Freedom means to become aware of the fact that you are a grain of sand in the dessert, or the drop of water in the ocean.

Spirituality teaches you who you are, what your own energy consists of. Spirituality teaches you to make effective use of your own energy and how to co-create. This is the path to freedom. The more free you become the more you know what your energy is, how to handle it and how to exploit your potential. Whenever you ask a question you get an answer. You might ask yourself the following questions. What does the energy show me? What percentage of this energy is truly mine? Is their energy that belongs to others? In what way do I return other people’s energy? How can I get in touch with my own energy?

When you listen (figuratively speaking) to the answers given, you slowly begin to grasp the experience. You experience that you had an illusion of freedom, as in reality others led you. You now understand that is was alike being hold in the spider web. By listening to the answer, you learn to deal more with your energy. Your energy sets you free. The freer you become the more pleasant you are to be with. You live on your own grounding, rather than on the grounding of others. Your own grounding means you walk with both feet firmly on the ground rather than walking in the shoes of another person. You make use of your own energy and no longer (ab)use energy that belongs to another person. Using your own resources and your own energy finally results in the fact that you are no longer depended of patterns that others expect you to follow.

The metaphor for your total consciousness or resources is the iceberg. A smaller part (1/5) is above the surface. The part just above the surface is the part known to you and to others. The greatest part (4/5) is beneath the surface. You try to hide yourself for this truth beneath the surface as you feel ashamed or frightened of who you are. These levels beneath the surface are your sub conscious levels. You engage it for example when dreaming. The psychologist Freud and Jung already wrote about it.

One part of this sub consciousness is your blind area that others notice but you do not. Another area is the hidden area that you keep for yourself while others have no access to it. There is also the unknown area that is not known to you yet neither to others.
The total form of an entity or consciousness being is divided in: consciousness, sub consciousness, upper consciousness and higher consciousness. With higher consciousness, you make contact with universal consciousness like Akasha (Jung already mentioned it in his books) and the Tao. These cosmic energies are old energies that form the basic information for us here on earth. These cosmic energies are the reality of the past.
The more you know of this iceberg and the so-called Johari windows, the more you live without holding on to something or without guidelines imposed by the beliefs of others. You notice you can be involved in society but without bondage. When you completely live on your grounding, you live in freedom. You are not bound hand and foot any longer and become a child of the universal and earthly laws.

When you use these newly discovered skills, you are able to tackle problems that remained unsolved for years, decades or even centuries. Using these new skills results in becoming more balanced, healthier and experience more freedom. You get a firm grip on your own life as there are fewer conflicts. You experience more truth, happiness, harmony and luck. By applying your newly discovered skills, restraints are taken away. Possibilities that were unknown before are now accessible. You experience that you are no longer a victim of life. Life is no more a burden but a route to enjoy being living alive. You managed to give a direction to your life because of these gained insights in the totality of life. You know now instead of believe.

You walk your path of life on your own legs with both feet firmly on the soil. You no longer walk a path of destiny that others tell you to walk. You no longer use the grounding of another person. Instead you detach yourself of the energy of others. You learn the definitions of freedom and uncovered love. You learn these definitions in all its capacities.

Believing by Lack of Knowing

Most streams within religions, describe only a part of consciousness. They mention that you proceed finally to a next level of consciousness. They say the next level is God or Allah where you feel at home. The next level is also named the Nirvana, the 7th Heaven or the Walhalla. It appears to be right, as when you have ownership over a certain part of your own energy, you experience happiness and joy. This experience of happiness feels as if you have come home. You are not willing to return to the previous phase, as you do no longer like that phase. It is hard for you to imagine that some time before you had fear to continue as you felt blocked by the fear for the unknown. You wanted to remain in that phase of your life. Know that you have come to the next phase of experience. You know that it was the fear for the unknown part of yourself that made you feel anxious and made you to remain in a standstill.

You now know that on this new level of experience you are happier as experiences have enriched your life. Why is it that although these experiences, you do not continue to discover even more about yourself? Why do you not link more aspects of yourself? Does this phase of experience ever stop? Is the phase of experience limited as religious groups make us believe? Why do you allow religious, philosophic or psychological perspectives to refrain you from continuing? Why do not they describe the eternity? There is more behind the horizon than you and others know of, but they are not willing to express these levels. Is it because they cannot experience them themselves? Do you remain dependent on beliefs of other people? Do you want to know things yourself and become independent?

In the past, certain groups tried to influence others as they longed for power. They wanted to rule over others. They started to control and suppress others. These groups feared to lose their power and thus they suppressed others. Parts of the truth were put aside to the margin. These truths were often even wiped out totally. Even today, many groups - most of the time fanatic orthodox and religious groups - do the same. In addition, governments do the same. They hide or destroy the total knowledge there is, or make it inaccessible for most of us. They fear that individuals are not capable to feel themselves, to think themselves, to survive themselves, to decide themselves. They believe that an individual cannot have own knowledge about things or have an own inner truth.

Therefore, they decide what you must feel, experience or do. They even decide how you have to live your life. These groups or governments try to make “a makeable society”. That is a society far away from the Laws of (unified) Nature.

Most people believe they have learned about the truth as obedient religious humans. Others believe they know the truth as they base it on an experience of an unconscious aware past event. This form is called “instinct”. This means they have experienced it before. Because of this remembrance there is a change of 50% that they react right. However they have no idea what to choose. This is the largest distinction however between remembrance and intuition. Intuition sheds light on dark sides and thus most religious people are afraid of it. Some believers develop the ability of using energy of others or use energy of unknown sources in order to have access or insight in others. They have no idea how energy works and what impact it has when they just pass some unidentified and often even undesired energy to others.

They block others on their path of life path while willing to help others. They work with energy without knowing the essence of it or without your essence has granted access. They just pass the energy and make us once more “believers” in these mental acts. This magic idea still exists, but the results are not effectively in the long term as it is not an inner process of awareness. You need to gain it all yourself in a past life, this life or may be in a next life. Therefore it is of no use to solve problems for another person or take away energy from another person. The result is that you have hardly energy of yourself left as you allowed your energy to become compact. It is called “black magic”.

That differs of what most people believe in. Especially psychiatrists, psychologist, pedagogues and all kinds of care providers believe otherwise. They have just learned to believe what is written in the books. They have not yet lived the living alive part of life themselves yet. They are probably in level 3 as Rogers describes it in his theory. They are still not consciously aware of what life means. They still believe that you learn something through a certain structured way. A structure invented by men. They believe what has been told or written. They have not met their path of life yet and thus have no idea what your path of life is all about. They are convinced they help you out. Unfortunately, this is just a cognitive attitude. When you make use of their assistance you learn a new attitude for example. This attitude works like a tag that is labeled on you, but what never becomes an integral part of you. It can never integrate that way as it belongs to them and not to your path. Some day you discover that you cannot do anything with this tag. This tag is not you. This tag does not belong to you. This tag does not even fit you. This tag was the image of another labeled on you. This tag was an acquired or forced insight, which never became an integral part of you as it came at the wrong moment of time in the wrong sequence. Many tags form a new shell around you keep you even further away from your essence. This tag was accepted by the obedient part of you as society made you believe this is the proper way. Therefore, it is an accepted submission of society. This has nothing to do with freedom, authenticity or the person you are. This submission does not even fit in any religious system, but it is nevertheless forced upon all humans by religious systems.
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